you told me you loved my spirit and how addicting my voice is. you boast about how good of a listener i am and how big of a heart i got. i kept my mouth shut but little did you know i did the same. i kneeled to the moon…

Yang tersisa hanya aku — dengan setitik energi yang kukumpulkan untuk tetap ‘waras’ — dan kalimat yang tak kunjung mencapai titik menari di layarku. Ketik, hapus, ketik, hapus, begitu-begitu saja… Bahkan air mata pun sudah tak sudi keluar dari mataku. Perasaan menggumpal di dada, sungkan untuk keluar lewat suara yang…

I was wondering where it all went wrong but I now just realised loneliness is how I start, and it seems to keep me company until the end. Once I thought I’m free from them, they would return. From time to time. …

I think it’s fascinating how a person’s feeling towards someone is always changing. Some grow bigger, some just shrink as the interaction isn’t there anymore. But in our case, it’s always growing, slowly but surely, from the moment I was born and hopefully up until forever. You are always a…

First meetings don’t supposed to go like this, don’t they? First meetings are meant to begin with a firm handshake, small talk, and an exchange of giggles if I’m lucky enough. …

Perhaps I want to believe that you are not real. I want to believe that you’re a creature that Angels in heaven crafted as my destiny and was sent down to me for greater purposes. In fact you’re not that special — you’re just some random person on this earth…

the city had always been awake but right now it doesn’t. the stars are unusually dim but their light still reminds me of your eyes. we don’t meet so much these times but i still feel our heart share tonight. dewy-eyed, i talk to the sky at this lone hour. nostalgia stirs my heart all night. the candle doused, brimming its light. our town used to be so much more coloured in the back of my head and you used to be so much closer in my mind. all i did back then was giving you the universe but now its so hard to give you the moonlight.

my heart cries for the world. my heart cries for you. my heart cries for everything, except that you won’t stop it from crying. maybe i did fall too hard. i didn’t thought that you won’t keep holding my hands until the end like what you promised me at the…

i have always thought that birthdays aren’t that much of a huge thing, and it’s not worth of a celebration. i didn’t consider birthdays any other different from my casual days, because age is just numbers, right? nothing changes just because i reached a certain of number on my life. …